Welcome in! That is pretty much how I live, open and honest. Or I at least try to be. This is a place where I post ideas and questions in search for answers. These can come in form of verse, prose, rant, or anything else feel moves me. Comments, questions, rebuttals, refusals, encouragement, laughter, singing (if you can put that on a blog??) are all welcome and indeed encouraged!. Enjoy!!

29 October 2008

the song that sweeps
through your head
as you carry
about your
day
is the rhythm of
your dreams
awake
that is surely
to break as the
tempo brings
the hostile world
in a new
sway.
the stillness that remains
from your slumbers
is the hardest
to maintain
as the steel-clad
in numbers
run you through
with their
digital sword.
it seems
the music
has carried you
back to your dreams
and slumber
your reward

28 October 2008

To the stagnant old-heads:

Despite what you might think, your additional years on earth do not make your opinion superior to mine. I would go a step further and say that your inflexibility and unwillingness to accept the views of others due strictly to age might just make yours worthless. Don't discredit yourself by being haughty. Our views are different, that's it. Evaluate each on their merit, their logic, and their heart, not their seniority.



Now there is something to be said for longevity and there are indeed lessons learned through age and experience, age is not the deciding factor: understanding your experiences is. There are follies in youth, this cannot be denied. Among them are: rush to judgement, eagerness, thirst for destroying the old, ignorance, etc. Interestingly enough, these are similar to the follies of the old, the main difference being yours are firmer and believed to be earned (though are they, or did you get tired of searching?. I will not tire in the search for Truth, Beauty and Love, just change my approach). The young are malleable, willing to change their ideas in search for the Truth (that's Truth with a big T). Did you give up? Were you exposed to horrors that made you fear change? Could it also be said that the old are jealous?



My statements are not made through haste (even if sometimes I run my mouth) and I reflect often on what it is I believe and why I believe it AND the external causal factors that produced me in order to understand myself. So when you come at me with "You'll understand when you are older", it leads me to believe that you have forgotten your own history and have no concept of having a world-view. Mostly, you don't know me at all. I often miss the zeal and exuberance I once had. The difference between the old-head and myself is that I believe it can come back, and not through tossing caution to the wind or buying a flashy car or the like. It comes from being able to let go and accept your life how it is in this moment. Balance the exuberance and love of life in youth and the foresight that comes through honest experience. The universe orchestrated it, you acted in it and here is the result- Your life. Another part is accepting that life is transient and always changing. That goes for you old-heads as well! We were all once children, lest we forget. We have all made mistakes (I do daily, I admit). Be honest with your approach. If I am wrong in my accusation here, I will stand down, being wrong does not make my opinion worthless, nor does it make it a lie. My approach is honest and made with all of my heart.



That being said, let us develop an argument (note that I am being very generous in developing an argument for you, old-heads, even though you have not one):

(1)Through age and experience comes wisdom. (2)Person A is young and has not aged. (3)Therefore Person A does not have wisdom.

Let us take a look at point 1, the premise: yes, there is something to be said for experience. We fall so we can learn to pick ourselves back up. This much is true. However, point 1 posits that solely through those two aspects can we truly gain wisdom. This is patently false. Any student of philosophy (schooled or not) can tell you that through good education of history and philosophy (with a good dose of many other schools of thought) is another path to wisdom and it relies not on age but determination to better yourself and expand your world view. Age is therefore only one factor in other possible routes to Truth and Wisdom. Point one discredited! Strike one!

Number 2, the qualifier. Shall we? Well, this is just a statement of fact. "this person has not been on earth as a human being very long" and it has more to do with "does this statement or point of evaluation qualify under the premise?" That's how simple Aristotelian Logic works. and then to point three (conclusion) where it is a yes or no to the qualification. But while on two, How about old-souls? Those who we say are wise beyond their years? Surely it isn't their age that has given them insight but something else.

Conclusion (three): the conclusion of the argument does not hold as the premise and qualifier have been discredited. (read: Eat that Old-heads!!!!)

All that being said, I still have the utmost respect for those who came before me (although it may not appear as such by reading this). Ask anyone with whom I have had contact. They can speak for me. I have a deep love of all people, and I consider this a challenge to you to be open and evaluate your world view and see how you treat others. Come on, if a 26 year old can, so can you :)

27 October 2008

I keep faith

What does it mean to keep faith? What is faith for that matter? The word alone strikes immediate reaction. Positive and negative depending on your life experiences and world-view. Here we are talking about faith (not Faith). That is faith with a small f not Faith (notice the capitalization). To be sure, it is something that is lackingin this world. faith that everything will be alright, faith in other human beings. This is our scope. It is not withinthe scope of this adventure to tie in notions of a Faith, but faith alone.

We doubt. We do not trust a soul, not even ourselves (and sometimes with good reason). We live in fear. We live in dispair. It permeates our inner fiber like tissue in water. It will slowly take us over and disolve us, that is unless we have faith. faith in humanity, faith in our longevity as a soul. All one song. faith that things will turn out, one way or another. Perhaps not our will but the will of the universe (one song). Even the most minute speck of faith contributed could be enough. All people adding just the faintest touch. Before it was just a dusting, less than a flurry. We are hoping to see some accumulation. I want an arctic tundra of faith!Surrounding. Binding. Penetrating. Infusing. Infuse into us all! Make us all one again! Rather, may we all realize that we are dually all one AND individuals. Manifestations of the song of existence! Individuals cohesively forming the atom that forms the molecule that forms the cell that forms the skin of the devine. I keep faith. We keep saying, "ya gotta believe" and then push an ideology we should be required to hold to. faith might be just enough (or enough faith freely given would aid in our survival). The Cynicism intoxicates you and I into thinking and believing that things cannot change. That your situation, or the situation of your home or community or country or world is unmovable. This belief that You as a complex person cannot change. That I cannot change or that We cannot change (at least in any real fashion or noticeable difference). This pessimism, this cynicism, is a delusion. A common delusion.

Again I ask, what is faith? What does it mean to keep faith? Perhaps it is belief in betterment ourselves. That things can, will, and must improve. Accepting the world as it is, all of the awfulness with the greatness. The death and the life, everything as it is. Then make your stand in faith. Not in ideology but in humanity. When people don't change, they become stagnant, closed, compressed and narrow and unwilling to see the chain reaction of their actions or inactions. I say, let us change! Hold on to what is good and wash away the stagnant water of the past. All with faith! Perhaps I am taking a piss here but I don't think so. I ask you to help me elaborate. We need each other to grow, else we die. Don't you know it's gonna be alright!

16 October 2008

He looks at the fire
and thinks
“it needs to be poked.”
We all want
to keep the flame alive
so we keep adding to it.

After the walls started
collapsing they
considered their fate
as a transient.
We all want
to keep the structure alive
so we keep adding to it.

As the train derailed
the conductor thinks
“my mortgage is late.”
We all want
to keep the traffic flowing
so we keep adding to it.

When did we start
thinking “destruction
is posterity.”?
We all want to
live eternally
so we keep adding to it.

Smash
your head
into
the wall
if that be your choice!
Gouge out
your eyes
to see,
if only in your dreams,
the only reality left.
The soul place
you have control
is slumber
and still
the Illusion lives on

13 October 2008

The vacant structure
gazes over the tracks.
Is it a cruel fate
that the flow of life
and steel
are but yards from
its stagnant decaying position?
Does it mourn for
the company
save for vagrants and squirrels?
Perhaps it will be reborn
in new form,
cold,
metallic,
digital,
the shape of earth in
post-alchemical Industria.


The digital hand touches
the digital window of
the digital tube.
The digital eye sheds
a digital tear down
its digital cheek in
yearning for analog
warmth like its dreams.

"Hello World!" or "The Purpose of Fear"

Hello World! Welcome again to my first blog! Please enjoy and do not hesitate to comment!

There is a certain amount of fear in the air, currently saturating us. It heightens the cautiousness in our minds and often clouds are judgment allowing for us to make inscrutably bad decisions. When we are afraid, we are not thinking clearly. We often narrow our focus on our surroundings to a point where the peripheral enlarges and hides truths. Why does this happen? Is it a purely chemical creation, or is it something much more primal, hearkening back to fight or flight? Surely there is a better method of persuasion, if that is their aim (ever hear of honesty? oh wait, we were alluding to politicians. nevermind). Heightening tension in the masses serves the purposes of manipulation solely. What need is there to get nations to act against their own will? I am not talking about giving up a small amount of liberty to live in a community, or raise a family (example: stop smoking because your kid has asthma, not lighting fires in your back yard because it might piss off your neighbors, that sort of thing). This is also not tied to a party, or nation, or ideology, but across the board with those in power. How can they claim to have our best interest in mind? I am not sure if my thoughts on this are complete yet or not (or if they could ever be considering the flowing changing nature of all things) but it is the closest I have come so far on the subject.